Amazing things happening. This past week, I did something I've been wanting to do, but haven't: workout 6 days a week and track my eating on Sparkpeople. And I did! For the past two weeks, I've just been conscious. Conscious of the work I'm putting in, and what I've fueling my body with. It's made such a difference. So, this is really just an update. I start week three of the C25K program today. In my heart I'm a runner lol. In actuality, I'm barely jogging. But, it's good. I'm going to get there. So achieving that birthday 10, definitely sparked something in me. Makes me feel "empowered". So, that's where I am now. I also, check on NowLoss regularly, for tidbits of information and I stay HERE as often as I can, because the website owner is such an inspiration to me to keep moving. I'm adding two new goals: actively doing yoga and getting up to 3 minutes worth of jump roping. I can do a minute here and there, but 3 minutes straight just hasn't worked for me yet. Also, on the yoga, I'm still intrigued by it and surprisingly I can do some of the poses better now, but if I actively did it. I know I could do it better.
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Sunday, March 27, 2011
Jump Rope Memoirs: Finding My Stride
Amazing things happening. This past week, I did something I've been wanting to do, but haven't: workout 6 days a week and track my eating on Sparkpeople. And I did! For the past two weeks, I've just been conscious. Conscious of the work I'm putting in, and what I've fueling my body with. It's made such a difference. So, this is really just an update. I start week three of the C25K program today. In my heart I'm a runner lol. In actuality, I'm barely jogging. But, it's good. I'm going to get there. So achieving that birthday 10, definitely sparked something in me. Makes me feel "empowered". So, that's where I am now. I also, check on NowLoss regularly, for tidbits of information and I stay HERE as often as I can, because the website owner is such an inspiration to me to keep moving. I'm adding two new goals: actively doing yoga and getting up to 3 minutes worth of jump roping. I can do a minute here and there, but 3 minutes straight just hasn't worked for me yet. Also, on the yoga, I'm still intrigued by it and surprisingly I can do some of the poses better now, but if I actively did it. I know I could do it better.
Friday, January 28, 2011
JumpRope Memoirs #2: Not even a plateau
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Describe a recent Aha! moment. What sparked it?
My recent aha moment happened yesterday. At 6:30 something... I've been working out for a year and some months at this point. This can be daunting based on the fact that I haven't lost much weight at all. I go to a boxing gym Mon-Thursday for roughly 40 minutes or more. While others lose, i seem to stay the same. Sometimes I don't want to tell people I go to the gym, cause they give me the side eye. But I do go and I love it! My aha moment was in the mental imagery i have of myself. When I think of myself smaller I realized I don't actually envision myself smaller. Mentally I limit the change that can take place because i'm afraid.
Afraid of the unknown possibilities of being smaller, healthier and smaller. My personality is already "fresh to death" and getting better lol. But mentally I block myself.
I'm scared people will "like" me more, not because of the authenticity of who I am, but because my weight has changed. I'm scared people will "think" I'm cuter/prettier, not because my inner light is beaming, but because my weight has changed. I'm scared people will "assume" I'm someone they want to get to know, not because my personality is already contagious lol, but because my weight has changed.
And that makes me afraid, but not afraid enough to not do what I'm trying to do. So, after my aha moment of "what are you doing to yourself" happened, I've decided to just put on the big girl panties (not literally) and make the changes I need to, to get where I'm trying to go. I'll be back to meal planning this week and experimenting with cooking once again... lol. Haven't decided if I want to catalog my food via photos or paper just yet... but that [food] is my nemesis... but I got this! I'm in it to win it!
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